A Lost Soul.Written to Jesus on July 7th, 2013
Oh Lord, I feel everything falling apart. Life as it is, just turning into a black sheet just as if I don’t have hope or purpose to live. I blame myself. I’ve always turned away from You when clearly You’re standing right by me. I’ve seen the signs, but somehow I just start falling down the path of darkness again. I don’t know what to do. I only seek for You to give me the strength to overcome evil and to be with You for eternity. I Want to be able to find Love. Love with You. I’ve been jobless for so long. I just feel so useless. All I ask for is for You to show me the light and I pray that day will come. I want to see you. Appear in my dreams and speak to me. Tell me everything is Okay. Help Me.