please god give me guidance, strength and loveWritten to Jesus on April 20th, 2013
Please god I need every ounce of strength, every word of love and direction of guidance for my life. I messed up bad and I keep doing it. I have an alcoholism problem and sexually perverse thoughts. I want to stop I had the chance but I feel so distant I feel so far this thing on my shoulder is on me all the time. I feel like there is no hope but there must be with you I need you more than ever in my life. I don’t want to be arrogant or mean anymore I’m trying. Please! I know it won’t be easy I just need strength to keep pushing.