Lord, please hear my prayer…Written to God on August 3rd, 2012
Dear God, I have been praying and accepting my situation over the past few years. I am thankful for all the blessings you have given me, my family, my current job, my boyfriend and my life with all that is in it. My lord I have lost count of all the debts I have had to acquire over the years and all I know or see now is the many debit on my account and the bad credit record. I don’t mind the debts I realise that I chose them I am just now struggling to pay them and because of my bad credit record I am struggling to find another better paying job. I am scared God , if my boyfriend left me I will not be able to find a place to live on my own. I can’t explain the fear,frustration and pain I feel to anyone close to me and they are all not iN a position to help me. I need your help my lord in getting another job. I feel useless, unable and I am loosing my will to carry on. I have applied for jobs but I am scared that like all the time my bad credit record will stand in the way. I don’t have any source from which to get money and clear the credit record and the credit record stands in the way of me getting a job. I’ve been in this position since 2009 and I am drowning. I am praying for a miracle. I realise that I am not the only one in my position and that there are many more like me and worse I just pray that the is hope I pray lord that I can at least go on knowing something will change for the good. I am applying, praying and living as best as I can I’ve just gone unanswered for so long I am scared there is no point and if it is there I fear I don’t see it or even a way around it. I pray lord for my sister and her husband to also get jobs and be able to find a home. I pray for my boyfriend to find a Job too that he can stay at. My lord I just want to be self sufficient. My Lord you know all the debts I have and the many I can not pay. I can not wait lord, or if I do, I do not know what will happen to everything. Please help me. I am praying for a miracle from you my God. In Jesus name Amen.