why does it feel like I have failedWritten to God on May 8th, 2012
I feel like such a failure, I have been praying for a miracle to get the money for my truck payment, i have even asked my daughter and her husband for the money. So far no help has happened. I am feeling like i have failed. I am so tired of everything I just want to curl up in the corner and just die. I can no longer deal with this any more. It feels like God has forgotten about me, I have tried to keep the faith. I have tried to beleive, but why does this happen to to me. I can’t do this anymore, I just want to give up. I have no idea what to do anymore. I keep praying and praying. I am not sure how much more I can take I am at my breaking point. God please can you help me. I have no idea what to do anymore. I do not want to lose my faith, and I am scared that is starting to happen. Please help me Lord. I am begging you for help.