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Written by dillon white to Jesus on January 27th, 2012
God, Im sorry for the wrongs that i have done, forgive me. i wish to praise you, the pain that i have endured throughout the 19 years of life has weighed on me. i feel as though i have run out of options. i live in pain everyday because of my past. i lost my step father last year, and im losing my mother. my real father is nowhere to be found. i blame you for my pain sometimes because i have no other way to vent the stress and anger i have endured. where is my home, my escape. i dont see why i must live through this before i see paradise with you. my pain is constant and strong, and i feel as though there is nowhere to turn. how do you live in depression, how do you live in fear. waking up everyday wishing you wouldn’t. im not asking for death, im asking for guidance. i need you hand to guide me. please. in jesus name, amen
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