Stuck
Written by Adam to God on December 21st, 2011
Dear God,
Please give me guidance in my decision to do what is right. You know how confused I am: I am stuck between choosing my family or a guy I want to spend the rest of my life with. You’ve heard of all of the arguments from both sides and I still don’t know what to do. I feel I’m losing, regardless of my decision, and that just doesn’t settle with me. I know doing the right thing can be hard, but I don’t know what the future holds for me and I just don’t want to be alone. And, what makes this worse is my 10 year old sister who doesn’t deserve any of this confusion or heartache. I’ve been told I should do what is best for me, and what is best for others, but what is that? No sides seems to budge, yet they both claim they love me and only want the best. What if my family never accepts me? Do I continue leading a double life? What if my guy separates with me? Will I have the strength to be like the prodigal son and return home? How will this affect my future?
God, please hear my prayer. Give me strength, give me guidance, and give all those involved healing. I pray you forgive me for what I do and that goodness can come out of my decision. Give me spiritual support that I need and draw all of us closer to you. Give me the motivation and strength to get back into your Word, your worship, and your life. Forgive me when I have failed you. Forgive me when I will fail you.
You know my heart and just allow me to make the right decision.
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