Just let me die please
Written by Nathan to God on November 20th, 2011
Dear God
I don’t know why I’m writing. You already know everything I’ve been through, feel and wish for. My life is a mess and have no value nor meaning. Just let me die please. I see no future or hope for myself. I have always praise and believed in you most of my life, but I’m finish now. I just want to die and rest in peace. I ask that you take care of my two boys, but right now I have no right to be called their father. And no need to bring back all the motherly figures that You took through death as well as my father that I never had the change to get to know on a daily basis. No need to give back the wife that You took by giving me a divorce. And letting me man alone take care of my boys with no help from any female. And when I met the first woman I ever really love as a man should love a woman You also allow her to walk away with a no good… So right now I have nothing to live for. I don’t want to take care of my boys anymore because I feel like a fake father. I tried to live right and fear You alone. I even turned back from my “dark days when I stop believing in You” All I want to do now is just be dead. Please I know now that my life will never be better and full of love and happiness and sunshine so just let me die. My time is up and I know it so there is no more reason for me to be around all this happy people that do not respect You. Just let my boys become greater men then me. If this is my destiny so be it, but I’m finish. Amen
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Comment from saltandpepper
Time January 4, 2012 at 8:49 pm
dear brother,
we always face hindrances and trials. we all fear down fall. but please do not give up.. i have this book, God is there through tough times and it says there that God gave us this trials for a good purpose. You needed those things in order for you to be a good son and a father. you may think that death is the answer for your problem, but no.. it is not. how can you know if there’s the presence of light in your dark life if you will die so soon? aren’t you excited to experience God’s surprises for you? just wait and hold on.. He knows what He’s doing.. God knows what will happen from the beginning to the end. He is the Alpha and Omega.. He’ll help you.. just keep holding on.