i’m this desperate?Written to God on September 7th, 2011
she’s beautiful, popular, gregarious, happy
lives in las vegas
(i’m stuck out here in oklahoma)
and perfectly fine with her life.
skipped a grade.
can sing, can dance, cheers, helps run a freaking charity.
we were only genuinely together for about than a month, at camp – 2 two-week segments that seemed like bloody heaven.
we were perfect
and it’s been roughly a year since we’ve communicated
and i know that it’s your will be done and all that stuff
but could you at least let me hold on to the one girl that got me?
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