Help Me Jesus
Written by Phyllis to Jesus on June 20th, 2011
Dear Jesus,
Today was the worst day of my life. I hate father’s day. My dad left us 25 years ago, my step-dad is a real dick and my husband’s father just died three weeks ago. How can we stop these forced celebrations? Why should we be reminded and tortured with bad thoughts? To sell more Hallmark cards, to wish dad a great day, to buy dad a new tie or a mug? Fuck, give me a break. My dad doesn’t deserve a mug, not even a cheesy ass mug from cafe press. My step-dad kicked me out when I was 18. So fuck him too. I am angry today, Jesus. Please help me stop. I mean, I don’t want to ruin it for everyone else. Father’s day is okay if your dad or step-dad is not a dick. Just help me Jesus get through another year and stop the memories of my father who abandoned us. I want to think about good things in June, not my mother crying and my brother cutting himself in the bathroom. I just want these memories to go away.
Phyllis
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Comments
Comment from Help Me Jesus
Time December 7, 2011 at 4:52 am
dont worry..
i know it’s so hard but trust me, god will reshape your hard heart to be another wise guy :)
Comment from larry
Time December 12, 2011 at 8:12 pm
it took me lifetime to stop hating and feeling sorry for myself, then I asked Jesus to help me
and i truly opened my heart to Jesus, for the first time, I see him everywhere, life is so wonderful,
its just so wonderful, Love is louder :-)
Comment from vijay
Time April 10, 2012 at 1:31 am
god jecus help me O Lord i am in big danger .god i did the most stupid thing in the world father jecus help me so some mercy father jecus help me my lord before i become demon help me my lord
Comment from vijay
Time April 10, 2012 at 1:37 am
As the rule said no deomon was born in 2000 but it give birth to uncontroble, indistroyable thing called internet (6.6.6) which is demon some of them misunderstood it was somebody else it was the internet by which fucture generation distroyed
Comment from vijay
Time April 10, 2012 at 1:41 am
father i did something which no man shood done you know that jecus i dont know wheather i have any mercy but pls grand me mercy jecus help me form me help me form demon which was inside help me fomr other works help me from my love help me my lord please
Comment from Mari
Time November 27, 2011 at 2:59 am
I am so sorry that Father’s Day gives you so much pain. I loved my father dearly and I miss him, but if your father did not deserve your love, well it is his fault not yours. Ignore Father’s Day and be happy.