Lord of Abraham, Issac, and Jacob… father of us all and father of Jesus the Christ, my Savior. I believe in you. I believe in your son, and I believe in the Holy Spirit. You are holy, above all things, and know all things.
Please hear my prayer God and help me. You know my circumstances Lord. I am torn on what I need to do. I want to do what is right in your eyes. Right now I am not sure what is right. Help me put aside my selfish thoughts and see like you see. But help me Lord not to be foolish or subject myself to evil. I have to make a decision very soon. It is hard. I want to live a life for you and it is so hard to do that here. We don’t agree on things and he has done many hurtful things. I know I need to forgive. Help me to forgive like you want me to. But Lord, I know you are loving and would not like his treatment of me. The verbal and emotional abuse has hurt me so much. He has choked me and hurt me Lord and even though he is sorry, I cannot forget it. I am sinning now Lord and my heart hurts because I am not being what you call me to be. Help me in the way that you know is best. Put me in the place I need to be. I don’t know if it is best if I leave and lose my insurance, home, hurt my kids or if I stay and pray and miss out on the love I am craving. Please block the enemy, deliver me from evil. Help me be victorious. Give me wisdom and strength and courage Lord so that I can know what to do and be brave enough to do it. Please forgive my weaknesses and be with me. Reveal your will to me so I can be in it. Thank you for your love and mercy. Thank you for your grace. Work in my life today Lord and help me please.I ask this all in the name of Jesus and with faith in who you are and what you can do. Please give me strength. Please give me strength. Amen